Almost been a year since i Graduated... and almost a year since the worst day of my life. I've no one else to blame but myself ( Although the damaged road itself is the main cause ). I still remember that day clearly like it was just yesterday. While everyone one is out there enjoying, pursuing their career dreams, i was stuck there thinking of all the things i missed out.Imagine, staring at the same thing everyday, with your leg plastered and unable to move. I had always wished it was just a bad dream since the moment i fell, but no, it is not. Clusters of questions just pop out like a bubble blowing machine- only that they don't pop. What will happen next? How do i get help? What will happen to my stuff? Should I call parents? What will happen to the bike? What will happen to me??? You can never escape what had happened, your only option is to face the reality and start solving the question one by one.
Fast forward to month of May, I've finally able to keep to my early made decision, after several months of delay, to leave my previous Job and comfortable life behind, (since i started the job actually ) just to seek for a better Future and Life ahead. All i needed to do is buy the air ticket, and decision is made.
I really have to say, the moment i touched down KL, I've been surrounded with a lot of pressure, starting with how to travel to my sis place, how to spend a night, how to settle meal, how to job hunt .. the consequences of staying inside a comfort zone too long. I knew this is what i want, and no point of stressing myself but to think of ways to handle it.
Not sure if this is the right decision, but there is no right or wrong decisions sometimes, everything go back to how you shape the way forward.
For now, it had been a great opening for this chapter of life, found work, having the opportunity to have our very own first travel since our Xia Xiang group which was formed back at 2009, and met her again after all this years, i just can never ask for more!
Hoping for a better life just won't do, one should always start to make it happen!
