When Life gives you lemons, other people just take it..

It was yet another day of work, chat with colleagues before a good bye, and head home for a rest. Upon stepping out of the office, hey, something wasn't right. It just a piece of empty land, funny, my heart suddenly felt emptiness too. Something is definitely missing.. oh. My ride home.

It was previously my father's car a decade ago, passed to my mom, and was left around the garage after both of them have their new cars. Since i decided to work in KL, shipping the car over here will be much cost saving and put old junk to good use. Gave the car a new coat of paint at spoiler, a new body part, some tune ups, servicing and new tint before it was shipped to KL.

Fresh out of the Container..

Sabah Car on KL road babe!

Touched down on KL and was so cool, looking at a Sabah car on KL land, its like really something others don't have! It brought me all the way from port klang to KL, four friends to Bentong up and over hills, countless trip to Setapak from Subang, new discoveries at Cheras, Ampang, friends around PJ and recently all the way to Kuala Selangor,.. it never let me down at all. It like my most trusted traveling partner. Just recently it started to have difficult in starting and brought if for servicing with a better than average package. Well, sadly, it ended there..

I had friend who lost his car and breakdown in front of me, thus i know how the cycle went. There is nothing you can do but to report police. I already foresee my car will be a target thus purchased a few high tech locks.. just that i didn't use it that morning. Telling myself there's no point to lose my self here, i just go back to my office and seek for help. My colleague drove me to do a report to the police at ss15 but it was supposedly made under Sunway. Luckily Ben is around later that night and brought me to Sunway. Jack was there too. Felt so bad that this is the 2nd time i find him for some bad news, of me. They are quite surprise why i don't seem to be so sad at first. Well, that was just the beginning.

I was quite calm at first, knowing that no point of being sad on what was loss. But no, eventually that's not easy.. thought i can just sleep it over to make things better. I hardly slept at all.. specially thought of how many things i did for the car.. 

Back at KK before leaving, changed its fender, caburator tuned up, painted few parts, changed rear tyres, balancing, have a full windows tint, changed a new receiver set with new speakers, went through all the trouble for name change and shipping. The car was equipped for all purpose needs, set of tools, spark plugs, brake fluid, extra bulbs, jumper cable, flash light, custom pedals, additional fog lamps, recently a set of first aid kit, 2 T-rex branded car lock.. and even my online ordered Om-Nom plushy is sitting there..that day was supposed to be runnin with colleagues, my full set of running attire, NB running shoes which brought me over 100km or distance, Adidas pants as bday present from my Buddies, a very nice Rexona Men's Challenge Vest and Smartphone arm band .. woosh. Not even a bit left. The more i list down what has been lost, the heavier my heart felt. There was times my tears rolled a little when thought about this...

Just a year ago i was hit by misfortune, dropped from bike and was hospitalized. Thought came to KL and everything is becoming better, thought that i can finally find life.. sadly, reality hits you hard on the face. Even my mom once again encumbered my already heavy heart, blaming it's all my fault for not fully lock the vehicle, "ji kei zhap sang" and better off go home for losing the car. Just words alone drags me down. I can't really she's wrong by saying like this, just that i believe people needed support in this moments, what's the point of dragging them down under?

Once again, fell back into the depth of misfortune.. I always acted to be positive and optimistic about things going around, supporting people along the way, hope to inspire and motivate people while bringing my self up. The truth is i am just being too pessimistic. When life gives you lemons, other people just took it away from you.

I really don't know what to expect anymore.

* Update 23-10-2013*
My mom received a letter from the police stating that my car was involved in accident. I really thought my car was found involved in an accident and was now at police custody due to unclear messages. Upon reporting to the police station, i was notified that my car was involved in a hit and run at Bandar Putri, klang , and the plate number was directed back to me.. i just went there to acknowledge that this accident have nothing to do with me since i reported it as lost last month.

Seems like the unfortunate events doesn't end yet, everytime they involved in something, i gotta report.