Yeah, i am 21 this year alrite, 21 year had passed since the born of this lil guy who was no one like nobody out there... with nothing better in mind, its best to ignore this guy.
But this 21 figure is not dedicated to my current age, its been few months since my existance anniversary.. its a figure dedicated to distance in relative to the earth positon when not rotating.. 21km!
For 21 years of my existance, i never run more than 8 km in a go, even my school annual run (distance is approx 7km) i never managed to finish in time. And now, 3x more than the annual run, which is 21km! I must be nuts or outta my mind particpating in these kinda event.
I was being helped and forced to register for the 21km run, special thanks to my gang of friends who always willing to engage in new sports, which so called the PBIM (Penang Bridge International Maraton). 21km is just half, the full will be 42km, which i must be somewhere highup in the heavens if i entered that.
For 21 years of my existance, i never run more than 8 km in a go, even my school annual run (distance is approx 7km) i never managed to finish in time. And now, 3x more than the annual run, which is 21km! I must be nuts or outta my mind particpating in these kinda event.
I was being helped and forced to register for the 21km run, special thanks to my gang of friends who always willing to engage in new sports, which so called the PBIM (Penang Bridge International Maraton). 21km is just half, the full will be 42km, which i must be somewhere highup in the heavens if i entered that.
The time limit for qualifying is 3hours and 30 mintues, which means for 21km, you have to travel at least 6km/h to be able to complete within time. Means u can never stay below 6km/h or else youre not gonna make it. 6km/h walking speed is quite fast, its okay if you do that for like 10-15mins, if for 3hours ... i might lost my leg ><
They say it will be fun! Everyone running together...Even when i go jog with my buddies, i was always left behind.. coz i m not those endurance runner type. So yeah, i can imagine whats gonna happen that day. Swallowed by the darkness, surrounded by thoughts and observable stuffs.
I can never deny one of the activity i hate most will be jogging and running. Its the same thing u have to do and repetitive action.. sienz.
Forcing myself to do the things i hate, and not sure what the outcome will be, let this run be the punishment for me to realize wat i had done badly for the past 21 year of livin... but the torcher moments of this run will never cover all the bad things i had done, thats for sure.
35 days left to hell
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