A sudden realization of Career

I've been on the working force for around a year now, from part time waiter to engineer. And only recently i started to realize my concern of my own future career. Friends and colleague around me keep reminding me of huge sum of money they earn, how i wasn't shortlisted for a yest list for not having a clear goal in life,and for those who yet to earn, they at least have a mission in life.

As for me, I am still like, well..ermm, go with the flow i guess. Best example would be my decision on UTAR. Well, it's not really like decision at all. I went in because my friend say it is very nice and cheap.

And now, joining the work force, i had learnt that everything from now on it's my own decision. Initially i planned to start a good career in KL, but after the accident, i had to go back to my hometown and find work there. And finding job there is not easy, more dependable source will be newspaper rather than online job hunt. The offer is so low, and none of the company i am interested on.

Eventually i found one from newspaper and joined the company. After few months working there, i've urged myself that i really should leave my comfort zone for something better. Given that i did not achieve any work satisfaction at all and i believe I will get better exposure in west Msia. I left everything behind and went back to KL for work.

Initially everything was good, colleagues are nice, working environment is good. But almost a year working here now, seeing how the company system were, potential employees start leaving, and a recent chat with upcoming ex-colleague for a better career, which makes me start to realize i should shape up my career now on-wards.

Already lost a girl which i really like, and now i don't really have much reason why i shouldn't once again leave my comfort zone to go and explore more for a better career.

Lost

I can't believe it's over.

If i ever knew,

That the time is slipping past.

I thought i had another moment to spare,

I thought i was being wise taking it slow,

I thought i'd done what it should be don,.

I thought i had another chance.

Nope.

It was all wrong, ever since the beginning.

No more.

Now I am lost.

"You have to be lost to find out what you're looking for."

Maybe.

There's nothing to lose. Or is it?

Frozen

Disney's Frozen was released back at 22 November 2013, i only get to know at watch it at mid Jan 2014.. if not for my visit to Genting's Snow world + 9gag post on how realistic frozen's snow, i guess i missed this epic movie.

Initially i believe i heard of the title but ignore it like all other recent animation movies ( wreck it ralph, the incredibles ) only then i know it was the same studio who created Tangled aka Rapunzel, which was a very great movie for it's effects and song (specially the hair effect ) 

Thought it was a long ago movie and downloaded it online. First thought is that it's bit too much singing but eventually the music and the presentation was impact-ful, it made me emotionally sad watching the scene where the king and queen's ship was wrecked. The snows effect is believable and the song is very powerful specially "let it go" scene. The story is a bit missing here and there but easily understandable, characters are lovely and pretty, It's nice of Disney animators to be slightly influenced by Anime (Character with not-standard body proportion, big eyes, small waist). The character's rendering and animation was so real it looks like a moving doll, specially the hair and clothing. Ice lighting effects were magnificent. Upon finishing, i regret why i did not watch it at the movies..specially with babe lol

Well, kinda a crazy thing i did, the week after i went to the Movies to watch as i believe the visual and audio is meant to be only experience when watching the movie, and it did. Normally ppl will watch at the movies several times or download after watching the movie to re-watch. Only i did the opposite, but it was well worth it, now i only wished that i knew it earlier and watch it at 3D, just like how i watched Rapunzel.

Although it had been 2 months since it's release, the hall is almost 85% full, this really shows that the epicness of the film! 

it's been a while since i did fan art, here's a fan art which i just simply draft from reference picture.. 3D animated models are quite hard to put onto paper @@